#but they still want to keep it on the dl bc they don't know how the kids will react + town gossip

[fordlee]

Soostan nation come get your crumbs!!!

[ashwhowrites]

Ohhh babes I saw you want angst and YES Miscommunication + secret dating TOTES SOUNDS 🔥 . So, Eddie n reader dating on the dl bc Eddie worried reader would get treated bad or bullied?? but he didn’t actually tell her that Just asked to keep it secret/quiet/whatev. So maybe Billy Steve or ??? knows Eddie is her friend and asks Eddie like whats she like, she dating anyone, I wanna take her out.

And Eddie straight panics and instead of oh she’s got a boyfriend at another school or some smart… he down talks her. she boring, annoying, she always [thing reader actually does alot!], dont bother. And course reader hears and is right devastated and thinks thats why the dl, cause he’s embarrassed/using her for sex/it’s all a big joke to him.

After end of day in private she breaks up with him, doesn’t say she overheard. Eddie has no idea what he did wrong, she avoids him, won’t talk. He’s broken. Finally he finds out she heard what he said and what she thinks. Could it end happy eventually? Like maybe he makes a loud speech like he does on the caff tables to show he’s never been embarrassed of her, yeah?

Hurt me with the angst babes. Xoxo

I hope this is what you wanted and you enjoy it. Thank you for requesting 🫶🏻

DL

Y/N wasn't the best at keeping secrets, everything she felt was said on her face. She never saw the point in secrets, which is why she felt like the biggest hypocrite in the world. Because here she was keeping her whole damn six month relationship a secret.

It wasn't that she wanted to. Her boyfriend begged her and she tried to understand. She loved being with Eddie and it hurt to be a secret. She wanted to be with him so she agreed to give him time.

She felt like six months was enough time. She was growing a little irradiated and bothered. Anytime they talked about it Eddie said he was ready. But it never seems to happen.

Eddie locked the van and the two began walking towards the small restaurant. Y/N walked close by, her hand inching to slide her hand in his. Upon contact, Eddie was fast to move his hand in his pocket. Y/N swallowed the lump in her throat and added a bit of space between them.

"About time," Dustin groaned, welcoming the two to the table. Y/N sat across, moving over for Eddie to fit in the spot next to her. She wasn't surprised when he took the seat next to Dustin instead, but it still hurt.

"What's that?" Dustin asked, noticing a dark mark on Eddie's neck. Y/N felt her cheeks burn as she realized she left something behind from their makeout earlier. Dustin flicked the mark, making Eddie hiss.

Eddie quickly looked at Y/N, her smirk obvious. "Nothing."

"That's a hickey! Who are you getting nasty with?" Dustin teased

"Some random chick at the bar, drop it," Eddie hissed through his teeth. Y/N knew it was a lie, obviously, but hearing his lie made her stomach turn.

"Damn dude, massive hickey," Steve laughed as he joined the group, sliding into the open spot near Y/N. Eddie stiffened when Steve was shoulder-to-shoulder with her.

"Yeah apparently a chick at the bar," Dustin giggled, "Was it Lauren? She always looks at you after your shows."

Eddie gulped as Y/N's hard gaze landed on him. She'd been to see him play a few times, and she didn't know who this Lauren was.

"Lauren? Who's that, Eddie?" she asked, a fake smile plastered on her face

"I've never talked to her, so I don't know who she is. And it wasn't her so like I said, drop it," Eddie demanded. The table got awkward as Eddie fumed as he looked over the menu.

Y/N couldn't help but glare at him over the top of her menu. Maybe she wasn't the only secret girl in his life.

"Anyway, how is your day going?" Steve asked, Eddie looked up to see who the question was for. His blood boiling as Steve turned his body to face Y/N completely.

Dustin tried to talk to Eddie, but he was laser-focused on Steve flirting with his girlfriend.

~~~

Eddie didn't realize how big of a mistake it was to be a secret until he was hit with the reality of someone wanting her.

"DON'T RUN!" Steve yelled as the gang ran through the arcade. Eddie laughed as they ignored him, running without a care in the world.

Eddie went to walk away but Steve grabbed his arm. Eddie froze and looked down at his hand, making Steve retreat.

"Sorry, I just wanted to ask you something," Steve said. He nervously put his hands in his pockets. "You and Y/N are pretty close right?"

Eddie felt a hot rush of jealousy run through his body, just by hearing another man say her name. "Why?"

"Do you know if she's seeing anyone? The few times she's been around I couldn't keep my eyes off of her. I want to ask her out," Steve explained. Eddie scoffed at the red blush that coated his cheeks. He was blushing over his girlfriend?

"Y/N, oh you don't want to ask her out!" Eddie scoffed, letting out a soft chuckle.

"Why?" Steve awkwardly laughed. Neither boy recognized Y/N walking up to them.

"She-she-uh- she's so clingy. I've heard from all of her ex-boyfriends that she's good in bed, but that's it. She's got a boring personality. She's a bit annoying, with all her "save the planet, don't do drugs, and cigarettes are poison". You look like an independent guy, Steve. Do you want a girl to nag and control you?" Eddie asked, planting a hard smack on the boy's shoulder. Steve hissed at the connection, rubbing the skin when Eddie removed his hand.

Y/N felt her throat burn as she took in Eddie's words. It all made sense now. He was embarrassed by her, hell he didn't even like her. He was interested in the sex, that's all she was good for. She swallowed her sobs and walked off. She didn't care to hear what Steve would say. She was falling in love with Eddie and he couldn't stand her.

Eddie smiled in victory as Steve walked off to a machine. With the sudden interest in Y/N, Eddie felt the need to see his girlfriend. He didn't bother to say goodbye to anyone, heading out to his van.

It didn't take long for him to arrive at her house. He parked his van down the street and snuck over to her window. He pulled himself up on her roof, thankful it was night so no one would be calling the cops.

He tapped on her window.

She sighed as she heard Eddie at her window. She wasn't ready to see him.

"Come on, baby. I wanna see you,"

She wiped off her face and walked to the window. She opened the curtain but didn't open the window.

"What the hell do you want?" She spat. Eddie flinched at the venom on her tongue.

"Woah, what the hell did I do?" Eddie asked.

"Are you going to tell people about us?" She asked, keeping her head held high.

"Baby," he sighed, she scoffed and shook her head. She already knows the speech.

"We're done, Munson. Now get the fuck off my roof," she hissed. She closed her curtains and raced to shut off her light.

Eddie stared at his reflection as he tried to process what happened. He rapidly knocked on her window but she never came back.

"Y/N!" He harshly whispered, looking over his shoulder to make sure no one was watching. He continued to knock but left that night with no reply.

~

The next morning Eddie was already racing back to her house.

But again, got no reply.

~~~

It took around three days for the gang to notice Y/N wasn't around. They all wanted to ask but there was this look on Eddie's face that made them scared to ask. Dustin was worried for his friend. Eddie was always moody and snippy. But now he seemed so sad and in pain. Dark bags under his eyes and his voice always sounded dry and cracked.

Steve felt a little awkward about it. Feeling like he was the cause of whatever happened.

No one in the gang was close enough to her to ask her what happened. So everyone was stuck with not knowing what went down between the two.

Eddie's eyes followed her everywhere. It seemed no matter where she went, those brown puppy eyes were warning her skin. She knew she'd suffer with seeing him at school, but she didn't think he'd be so obvious that he suffered too. She was shocked to see he was affected but she convinced herself she didn't care.

Eddie was falling apart and he didn't care to hide it. He had one amazing thing in his life and he fucked it up.

Eddie let another week pass before he got desperate. He knew he was going to look insane, but he was done. The next time he saw her, in the halls at school, he quickly picked her up and locked them in a classroom.

"Are you insane!" She hissed, slapping him as he dropped her.

"It's time we talk,"

"I don't want to talk, Eddie. I told you we're done," she went to walk past him but he stepped in front of her.

"Can I explain myself? If you knew why I kept us a secret, it might help," he pleaded but she shoved him against the wall.

Her face was close to his as she stared him down. "I know exactly why you wanted to keep us a secret."

"You do?" He gulped. He was embarrassed that he got bullied as practically a young man.

"I heard everything you had to say to Steve. So no, knowing that my boyfriend doesn't even like me doesn't help at all! I'm glad I gave you a few good fucks, asshole. I'll make sure to give Steve the best head of his life so he can ignore all the flaws about me."

Eddie growled as Steve's name left her lips. He harshly grabbed the back of her neck and shoved his lips against hers. He was possessive and jealous, reminding her he was the best she'd ever had. She fought to not kiss him back but she was weak. She melted into him and lost herself in his lips.

"No one will ever have you like I do," he growled.

She shoved him away from her. "Well to the whole world, I'm open to take."

"I made all that shit up, okay? I didn't want Steve to go after you. I got jealous and instead of telling the truth, I choked. I'm sorry for hurting you. I didn't mean anything I said."

"If you didn't mean anything you said, then why am I still your secret?" she whimpered. She felt exhausted from the secrets, it was making their relationship harder than it needed to be. "I am so tired of being ignored by you. I feel used when we have sex and the very next day, I'm nothing to you. You don't want anyone to have me, yet it seems like you don't even want me." Eddie frowned as tears slipped down her face.

"Please don't cry, baby. I do want you, and I'll always want you. It's just that I'm a loser, baby. The town hates me, and I'm a held-back senior who still gets bullied by the jocks. It's embarrassing, I'm embarrassing. And I didn't want you to receive the treatment I get. You don't deserve to be treated like shit because you gave me a chance," he explained. She could see all the emotion in his eyes and she sensed all the truth he spoke. "I thought I was protecting you but I can see I did it all wrong."

"I don't care about anyone or what they think. All I've wanted was for us to be together," she whispered as she cupped his face, allowing him to press his body against hers.

"I'm sorry for everything. I love you so much and I want everyone to know. I don't want anyone to think they have a chance with you," he muttered, his lips inches away from hers.

"Then show them,"

He smirked and ran out the door. She wasn't sure where he was going to go, quickly following. He busted through the cafeteria doors and stood on a table with his dirty sneakers.

"Eddie!" Y/N hissed but he sent her a wink.

"ATTENTION PLEASE!" the room went quiet as they turned to look at Eddie. Some people whispering.

"IS ANYONE HERE INTERESTED IN THE LOVELY Y/N?"

She felt her skin burn as the attention turned to her. She begged Eddie to get done but this was what she asked for.

Eddie didn't wait for anyone to answer, "TOO BAD. SHE'S MY GIRLFRIEND!"

"Can you get down here now?" she asked, Eddie stepped down and the cafeteria went back to talking among themselves.

"That work for you?" he asked, scooping her in his arms. She laughed and nodded. He gave her a quick peck on the lips before a teacher came over to discipline him for his commotion.

"See you after detention, m'lady," another wink sent her way.

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[multifandom--mess]

Hannigram Fic Recs! pt.2

Here it is, the big fat fic recs post I've been putting off for like two months but at least that means I had time to read a shit ton of fics. I made sure to do a mix of short and long fics this time around since the first part were all long ones. Enjoy!

part 1

》 The Lamb and His Monster by petrodactyl352 (Explicit)(104k)

Will has always been drawn to the macabre. The proverbial flame upon which he has burnt his fragile moth’s wings time and time again, it’s why he had fallen in love with Florence and why he alone seems to see the beauty in the grisly but exquisite work of Il Mostro. But when he meets a young man in the Uffizi Gallery whose sketchbook is filled with nothing but page upon page of intricate renditions of the Primavera drawn in reverent strokes of pencil, he realizes he may not be alone in his fascination with the Monster. As they lift veils and scale forts and slowly begin to understand each other, Will gets a taste of exactly how bright the cinders of intrigue can burn—and how quickly they can kindle into an inferno of obsession.

(Young hannigram in Florence ahhh this is seriously one of the best fics i've ever read it had to be at the top of the list)

》 Spectral Hearts by mattHughdancy (Explicit) (16k)

Will has a meltdown at a crime scene. Guess who’s called in to help.

(Another top fave of mine they are so fucking cute in this fic 🤧 features autistic Will, and Hannibal just loves him so much oh my goddd my heart exploded reading this)

》 lay like a flood spills away by bleakmidwinter (Explicit)(35k)

Will Graham meets Hannibal, a frequent cruiser, at an open-minded nudist lake. Despite his reservations, Will is drawn to him, but is eventually forced to question his mysterious nature when the lakeside regulars start to go missing.

(I loved this one bc what better setting than a nudist lake. This is just gay as hell honestly lmao bc the lake is all dudes and Will is "straight" at the beginning until he meets Hannibal and it's all downhill from there. Definitely give this one a read it had some hilarious moments too)

》 Doing Things That Friends Don't Do by HigherMagic (Explicit) (39k)

A year after the fall, Will and Hannibal have settled into a fairly blissful, domestic harmony. But Will's imagination has never let him simply enjoy what he has - why should it start now?

(Basically Will trying everything in his power NOT to have sex with Hannibal but of course we all know he can't keep it together. They are so horny for each other in this i died laughing so many times. Also this author is such an amazing writer expect multiple recs from them in this post)

》 Railroad Romance by OneWhoSitsWithTurtles (12k)(Explicit)

Hannibal is still Hannibal, and Will is still Will. Except Will is not part of the FBI and they meet on a two day train trip from New Orleans to Baltimore.

(A strangers to lovers meet-cute on a train. Lots of fluffy moments and of course train sex ensues)

》 Three Stars by beforethedawn (94k)(Explicit)

Three months after the fall, Jack finally tracks them down in Canada and Will and Hannibal have to make a run for it, slumming it through America in three star hotels and eating sub par food.

(Hannigram roadtrip!! This fic was so fun I loved it. They take on the identities of some familiar Mads and Hugh characters ;)

》 Unexpected Delight by HigherMagic (Explicit) (61k)

Will has a kink that he’s deeply ashamed of. Unbeknownst to him, Hannibal has the same or a similar/compatible kink. They get together, and Will is going out of his way as he usually does to seem like his sexual tastes are as “normal” as possible. As a result, Hannibal gets the idea that Will is super vanilla and maybe a little prudish, and not wanting to scare him off, is also keeping his kinky side on the DL. This goes on for while, with them each trying super hard to hide how kinky they are and act as “vanilla” as possible, to hilarious results, all while privately thinking the other one would be super freaked out if they knew since they’re obviously so sweet and normal.

(This whole thing is literally ALL smut 😭😭 but Han and Will love each other to death and the sex is so good y'all omg I had to stop reading multiple times to catch my breath)

》 The Substitute by Devereauxs_Disease (Explicit) (10k)

When Hannibal tells Will he's sick, Will is skeptical. Before he knows it, he's laying in a hospital bed and being told he's going nowhere for two weeks. Will is distraught until Hannibal swoops in and offers to take over Will's courses at the FBI Academy. Will doesn't mind Hannibal showing up every night with a home-cooked meal, but he might just resent Hannibal becoming the most popular teacher at the Academy in just two weeks...

(A seaon 1 au if Hannibal wasn't an asshole had told Will about the encephalitis. This is hilarious tho because the students don't like Will no more when he comes back and they keep asking about Hannibal 😭😭 poor Will lmaoo)

》 When This Old Tired Body Wants to Sing by KareliaSweet (Explicit) (7k)

“Fuck me quicker, darling,” he purrs with liquid insincerity, “God forbid you see my face.” Will never touches him unless it is in the dark. In the daylight he is a ghost.

(Will being an asshole and only fucking Hannibal in the dark ugh 🙄 but things work out eventually so don't worry!)

》 Maybe Tomorrow by Shotgun_sinner (Explicit) (26k)

After recovering from their tumble off a cliff, Will agrees to get Hannibal to Portugal, where the good doctor can start a new life for himself. In exchange, Will can take the boat and return to his life, or start over himself. A storm hits on the open water, leaving them stranded somewhere in the Azores. With no one else on the small island, they're forced to work together for survival, and work through their violent past in order to get along.

(A survival au! I LOVED this and author is another fave of mine. I go crazy for a good stranded on a deserted island trope and this did not disappoint. Also there is an insanely funny part where I absolutely DIED. You'll know when you read it 💀💀)

》 I've Always Been A Daughter by air_of_the_Waterfall (44k)(Explicit)

It's been a month since Will and Abigail ran away with Hannibal. Living in a safe Canadian town, Will and Hannibal are free to explore their newfound intimacy and Abigail has a chance at the future she craves. However, upon meeting Hannibal’s sister Mischa and her daughter, loyalties are tested and insecurities run rampant. The Lecters have an undeniably dark past, and as Abigail and Will fall deeper into its truths, Hannibal’s manipulation and misguided love come to light more clearly than ever before.

(This fic is truly a hidden gem I am so glad I found it. Murder family post-mizumono and also MISCHA LIVES. The plot is so well written and I love Mischa's characterization. Definitely give this one a read, yall it is SO GOOD it deserves so much love)

》 Home is Not a Place by Shotgun_Sinner (11k)(Explicit)

Post-Fall, Hannibal recovers from his injuries. Will takes care of him, and their relationship evolves much more easily than Hannibal thought it would. The only issue is that Will is a constant presence, and he hasn't had alone time in three years. It ends up not being an issue at all.

(This one is so sweet. Basically Hannibal wants to jerk off but he can't because Will is just always there and he hardly gets a moment alone and he'll feel bad for telling him to go away 😭😭 but they finally get together in the end

》 Held in the Highest Regard by HigherMagic (12k)(Explicit)

What happens when a group of serial killers pick the absolute worst targets? Will is already having a pretty rough night, since Hannibal proposed to him and Will said 'No' for reasons he still hasn't quite figured out yet. It's not their fault - they couldn't have known - but sometimes people have to learn lessons the hard way, and Will could definitely use some stress relief.

(If you are familiar with the movie 'The Strangers' then you'll really like this one. I reread it like three times it was so good. Shit had me tweaking omg this is like the perfect au for them)

》 Green-Eyed Monster by CestPasDuBaudelaire (53k)(Explicit)

Will and Hannibal have settled in Cuba and, for the past year, they have been living their happily ever after in a small hidden community for retired wanted criminals. However, at the hazard of a gathering, Will is faced with an unbelievable fact, other members of the community may also fancy his monster of a husband. Then comes Will's spiraling, as he learns to come to terms with a disastrous, chaotic and slowly overwhelming possessiveness. And of course, feelings are never easy to deal with, when Hannibal is involved. A smut character study in three acts exploring Will's possessiveness.

(Top!Will my beloved. Don't let the title fool you, this was so fun to read and I love the community for wanted criminals idea. And possessive Will is always a treat ;)

》 Haunted by Anonymous (165k)(Explicit)

Still recovering from their fight with Dolarhyde, Will and Hannibal escape to New Orleans with Chiyoh's help. But Will is still struggling to accept Hannibal and his own darkness, something that Hannibal has every intention of helping him overcome...

(And finally I leave you guys with this monster of a fic. So sad that the author chose to go anon but if they somehow see this I hope they know how much I love this story. Will is struggling and Hannibal is an asshole at certain points but when is he not? Lots of references to Will's past too and some stuff about his mom that's very interesting)

I hope you guys enjoy these stories as much as I did. If you read any and want to discuss my messages and ask box are always open! ♡♡♡

[stitchthesewords]

hello

Or grian coming back from dl and he needs not only a cane but hes suffering from a bad-but-temporary case of tinnitus and cant get out of bed and no one sees him for a few days until scar comes over to talk bc holy shit dl and finds Grian in need of help

EXPAND UPON THIS. I AM INTRIGUED. if u want no pressure <3

-catmaidetho

WHEEZING WHATS SO FUNNY IS THAT I HAVE BEEN. STARING AT A WORD DOC ALL DAY TRYING TO <- Girl who is so dead from her job

To start w what the delightful @hitheeprithee said to me earlier that made me. Absolutely fucking insane. But Scar gifting one of his canes to Grian in the post-DL return to HC because he's having trouble with both just walking bc of the aches in his body and the dizzyness caused by the disorientation of being shouted apart. And grian tries, really, to be appreciative, but scar's cane doesnt sit at the right height and he's awkward with it so he just stays in bed and then a few days later Scar sheepishly shows up with a custom made cane for Grian that's the right height and has feathers carved into it and just. hhhh.

But its like. Grian having to learn to rely on others. And I mean this in like the. I am physically disabled and im still learinng. You are always learning how to do this. Every day is a new day for failures and learning in this task. And its grian who doesnt want to get out of bed, who's never felt his body be in such constant misery, not even after third life or last life. He went out - bad. I don't have the brain power to elaborate rn maybe I'll reblog this tomorrow but tldr: I headcanon that the deaths in the life series and way different to deaths on hermitcraft. They're permanently debilitating in some way, but the players keep coming back because they learn to cope, they hold tight to the love for each other that radiates through every time they go through it - anyway. This warden death hurts - and Scar is feeling it too, but not as bad, not as Severely, and furthermore he has coping skills in place already for chronic pains and aches and fatigue. Grian doesn't.

It's Scar showing up and adjusting Grian's pillows to help him sit up, nursing him to health with some food and water, an ice pack, a heating pad, some potions from Cub to help with the pains, to help manage. Its Scar teaching Grian to use a cane, to trust his weight to this inanimate object, to learn to use it as an extension of himself. Helping him learn the walking pattern. It's Scar opening up the bedroom window or whatever the fuck the equivalent is in Grian's base to help get some white noise and teaching Grian to focus on it to make the worst of the ringing go away, to massage the muscles in his head to help with the headaches and migraines.

Scar teaching Grian how to pull his weight up with other people, how to get up from the floor with his back hurts so much he can barely move, to shuffle around the room a little bit just to get the blood flowing in his legs.

And then its like. It's Grian leaning his head against Scar's chest and crying from frustration because his body wont cooperate and he's never had to deal with it before and he doesn't know how. And grian apologizing because he's just complaining about things scar lives with always. And Scar soothing Grian's worries and anxieties becaue he knows why grian's frustrated and its not guaranteed to help but by god he'll try, he'll try so hard to give grian the world back if he can.

god I wish i could elaborate more but. I am sleepy.

[pacificwaternymph]

Hi so. Double life absolutely wrecked me. I am never going to be over DL!Pearl, that has now been accepted as a fact of life. So... would you mind fixing the canon for me?

Prompts 17, 24, and maybe 28? You don't have to do all of them, but they all fit the plot I'm imagining in my head rn, so I listed all three.

Thank you!!! Poor Pearl needs some more love :'( I love Scott, but Pearl deserved so much better than what he gave her. I will cite multiple tumblr posts and write a whole essay if you need me to to prove this. I don't have many things I'm this passionate about, but I will die on this hill.

17. "You don't have to be alone anymore."

24. "Unless you ask me not to in the next five seconds, I'm going to hug you."

28. "...I don't hate you." "...you don't?"

This one's a bit shorter bc I'm tired today. But I hope it will suffice <3

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"I don't hate you, you know." Pearl blinked, and looked up at Scott. Her soulmate, who never wanted her. Who she had abandoned the first day and who in turn refused to have anything to do with her.

It was just the two of them, now. Somehow, against all odds, they were down to the last two. There was no one else to focus their anger on, no one else left in their way between them and victory. And so, there was no more avoiding what they'd been dancing around for so long.

"...You don't?"

Scott shook his head. "I'm angry, with you. And I don't know if I really like you, right now. But I don't hate you. I never did, really. It was just... easier to pretend that I did."

Pearl felt a lump in her throat. She looked back down at the lake before them so that she didn't have to face her soulmate's expression, completely unreadable. It didn't work, and she still caught Scott's eyes in the reflection of the water.

"Oh."

Silence fell over the two of them once more, nothing but the sounds of the surrounding forest to fill the space. Pearl wanted to say something, but the words stuck in her throat. How did she do it? How did she even begin to describe the complicated snarl of emotions in her chest that even a mere mention of Scott pulled back up to the surface?

She'd spent this whole time justifying everything she did with the fact that Scott didn't want her, that he couldn't stand her. He had Cleo, his chosen soulmate, he didn't need anyone else and certainly not her, reckless and constantly endangering both of them as she was.

Yet here he was. And his words didn't line up with her thoughts at all.

"One of us needs to die for this to end," Scott eventually said, pushing through the quiet in another attempt to reach her. "After that, it will all be over. We'll go back to whatever world we came from and we can forget this ever happened."

Pearl nodded. She knew this. Everyone in the games had known this, and she was sure that many of them were eager to leave this place behind.

Still, she had to wonder how the more functional pairs would handle having to leave their soulmates along with everything else.

"But... let's not do that." Pearl blinked, looking over at Scott with widened eyes. Had she heard him right?

"What do you mean?" She asked. Scott smiled wearily, highlighting the bags under his eyes.

"Wherever we end up, let's find one another. We can start over. We'll do better, be better." Scott's tone turned wistful. "You won't have to be alone anymore."

Pearl's breath caught in her throat. That was all she had ever wanted, wasn't it? To not be alone anymore. To have someone she could lean on, someone she could depend on not to abandon her at the first sign of trouble.

She was sure that she must have had something like that, in one of her past lives, to want it so badly. But she could not for the life of her remember when.

She sniffed, and Scott's smile dropped, turning to sympathy. Fat tears welled up in her eyes and streamed down her cheeks, dripping down into the lake. Her shoulders began to shake, despite her best efforts to keep them still.

Scott laughed sadly, looking not too far from tears himself.

"Unless you ask me not to in the next five seconds, I'm going to hug you," he breathed. Pearl stared at him for a few seconds, then nodded slowly.

Then there were arms around her, pulling her in close, and a hand on top of her head, gently stroking her hair.

Pearl returned the embrace, fingers curling into the back of Scott's jacket and holding on so hard she was almost worried about hurting him. But he said nothing, so she didn't loosen her grip, burying her face into his shoulder.

Eventually, Scott began to pull away. For a moment, Pearl thought about not letting go. But if Scott truly meant what he was saying, and he really did want to find her in the next life and fix things between them, then she couldn't allow herself to mess this up. She released him, already feeling colder without the context.

"Alright," Scott shook his head, and pulled himself to his feet. "Let's do this."

He offered her a hand, and Pearl hesitated for only a few moments before she took it.

[troglobite]

lkjdsf

my options in life:

die of extreme inflammation (untreated autoimmune disorders)

die of anaphylactic shock (untreated MCAS)

die of cancer (common consequence of immunosuppressants & biologics)

this isn't exactly the kind of prognosis you want to give someone who emotionally interpersonally and psychologically doesn't really feel like being alive. but it's what i've got. really cool.

but i'm allergic to the only mast cell stabilizer that there is. and my MCAS just keeps getting worse.

all this talk abt not wanting to be alive bc of how awful i am in everybody else's life, and yet the prospect of not even getting the choice of living is excruciatingly painful.

MCAS means i don't even ever get to know WHAT i'm allergic to because it doesn't matter. it could change or happen at any time. i don't get to be like "well i'll just avoid these foods/allergens"

i have to be attached to my epipens.

so as if i wasn't scared enough of being alone.

idek what it is that i'm allergic to in my shower. i haven't been allergic to these soaps for literal decades, and now i get hives on my face every time i shower.

there's just nothing i can fucking do.

i'm allergic to literally everything.

i'm gonna die and it won't be my choice.

and my only options are HOW i fucking die.

i don't get to think abt a future where i get to do anything.

covid is still out there. we're staring down another tr/mp presidency. the world is falling apart. and instead of being able to help, i have to constantly be afraid of dying at random.

and if i take those biologics and immunosuppressants.

i get to go in for cancer screenings all the fucking time.

and if i STOP taking the meds, then i can never take them again bc i become immune to them.

i don't think i'm gonna make it to 50 at this rate.

and i guess it's for the better, right? my life is a complete fucking waste.

i get no time, i get no ease, i get no comfort, i get no ability to do anything or help anyone.

my MCAS is just getting worse. i thought maybe it would be better after we moved, but it's not. and it doesn't seem to have anything to do with anything. it's just there. it just happens.

i take 4 zyrtec every day. flonase. benadryl as needed. and STILL. i can't stop getting hives.

i walked into an indoor winter market that had, at maximum, TWO booths with scented products, only one of which had trees.

i was wearing an N95 with a cloth mask on top. i was wearing 3 layers of clothing and my glasses.

and i walked out with hives on my face, an itchy throat, and itchy eyes.

nothing matters. i can't go outside, i can't go anywhere, i can't try anything new.

my whole potential life is being taken away and i can't do anything abt it bc i'm allergic to everything.

i'd probably be fucking allergic to the biologics, anyway. what does it matter.

my immune system is sui/c/dl FOR me. i don't even have to do anything.

LDN was working. i have it back now at the right dose instead of rationing like iwas for 4 days. i thought maybe i'd be okay. but i'm never okay.

we were gonna go to a christmas tree maze and i realized that was a stupid fucking idea bc of how bad my reaction was to DEAD branches at an indoor market.

even an N95 covering 75% of my face can't protect me from this shit.

if i want to die, i can't without causing problems

if i want to live, i can't without risking death constantly

i wish i had never been born. i don't want this life

[thegeminisage]

i remember a little bit of mooncrash but not enough to junp back in, yeah.

fuck yeah canon trans rook!! canon nb rook!! i.... must resist getting this game.... i have too many to play!!!

to be fair, i did the absolute batshit thing of writing some of them in 2 different povs because im normal about gay knights. also gay assassins. so i expect to be very taken with lucanis bc hoo boy hello. also most of them are fics i don't intend to post but i count them as wips bc i DO poke at them. also. thats just the soulsborne fics. thats not all my wips.

🫡 i look forward to reading it eventually! i still gotta read gambler's knife (and ive also never seen og trek but i know the basics of the ep?? my sister is a big trekkie)

- dl anon

THAT'S STILL SO MANY WIPS. even if you don't intend to post them (i may not finish/post this lucanis one) or they're just pov swaps. absolutely prolific i am in awe and envy. also OG TREK IS SO GOOD the tarsus iv episode was my first foray into it and i don't regret a thing. (me thinking about tng gritting my teeth) I DON'T REGRET A THING!!! it's so shocking how well it holds up after so many years if you're in it for character moments and can meet it where it's at, you know? that said you don't have to have seen it to read gambler's knife, which i am very flattered you are thinking of doing. idk man i know i keep saying this but i just think we should consider writing more fics* for people who aren't in the fandom. it's bc i read fics outside my fandom all the time lol

*serious business fics. do whatever you want if you're writing something short and/or horny

anyway get dragon age. is it good? who can say. but it does entertain. and it does have lucanis in it.

[thepitycryingparty]

1. Your dad has good taste in ice cream, just bc it’s a classic doesn’t mean it’s boring >:0 /lhj (I may or may not have picked the same two, the world will never know)

2. FNAF SELFSHIPPER AND SCEMO SPOTTED HIIIIIII (I keep my fnaf ship on the dl bc I unfortunately still experience shame and I think it’s sick as fuck that you’re open w it)

Sounds like something a boring ice cream lover would say! You could have chosen a fun ice cream that would have turned your tongue green, but NOO- >:U /lh (Honestly, I'd definitely take a bite outta those ones too if my dad was not looking to teach him a lesson for never getting me a cat like I always begged him, that'll teach him-)

AAA, you're so sweet, thank you so much for the kind words!! ;A; They mean so much to hear, honestly I'm just vibing and enjoying life to the best of my ability! Others can suck an egg for making me feel that shame feeling a lot too during my life and yours, don't worry I get how you feel. If you ever want to talk about it in the future, I'm always here! Even if you send it on anon or anything, I'm more than happy and eager to listen to your self ship!! I'm already shipping it, YOU CANNOT STOP ME.

You deserve to experience the things that bring you joy and comfort as does everyone! Even if you don't indulge in it right away, that's all perfectly good! Everyone enjoys their selfships in their own unique and awesome ways, there is never a 'wrong' or 'correct' way to do it. It's just you and your joy in smooching them, lol! I'm always thrilled to listen also about anything else you wanna talk about, even if it's just about how your day is going! Seeing your blog on my dash always makes me smile, I always enjoy reading your tags on reblogs! :D

[chrisbangs]

😞

[bellshazes]

i love the way you write clethubs so so bad you capture their essence in a bottle and then like, add glitter. it's so good. do you have any tips for writing them?

this is so kind and if nothing else it surely gives me an excuse to ramble and explain my feelings abt them because i have. a lot.

they are united for the love of a good mean mocking bit and their particular brands of loyalty. tragically this has meant so far that it's almost impossible for all three of them to be united at the same time as the demands of a bit too good to resist or not realizing they don't share the same definition of loyalty drag them into flux. two people are arguing and the other one is egging someone on to be worse, or also one person is being reckless and the other is trying to save them and the third is watching knowing they're not actually allied in that moment, and sometimes it's both at the same time. they all take turns, constantly switching.

for me, when writing, it's helpful to find one thing as an anchor, especially physically since dialogue is usually a little easier. i have just listened to enough bdubs talking to know the phrasings and cadence; cleo is harder, bc i haven't watched as much of her old stuff but she's got the tacked-on yeah? at ends of sentences and uncontrolled giggling interrupting a funny moment as she tries to keep composure. (she's like etho in trying to keep a facade but the allure of the bit lol.) etho's the person i've watched the most of but a lot of his distinctness is in the how of saying things, the rare full-bodied laughs, the overexplaining and then coming back to be self-conscious about it, lots of "oh but wouldn't you...? don't you...?" like telling skizz you don't even know me when skizz correctly predicts etho is in fact a boogeyman or any time he interacts with scar and is clearly trying to make scar commit to being friends aka not trying to kill him.

bdubs is coiled energy, springs and wherever his center of gravity is - hunched down, waving around, halting movements, flowing speech but interrupted movements. cleo is more the angles of her face, the degree of the curve of her arched eyebrow or the tenor of her smile, without teeth or uncontrolled or cruelly exacting, a stillness that could either be born of fear or intimidation but that breaks when joy bubbles over. etho is like an absent-minded slice of the hand from center to down and outside the body during an explanation, not characterized by movement or analysis but always trying to secure his place in relation to other things, that awareness of space even as he fails to manipulate it.

having a core thread to return to, whatever it is, helps you when you're stuck and it also can just accidentally become a fancy motif that readers begin to notice and can orient themselves by, which makes you feel very smart even though it's an unblocking technique. what's their core? what do they tend to want, what things do they predictably do? in this situation, what tendency would they lean to first? and frankly, what's most enjoyable? i lift a lot from canon scenes honestly, retooling it. writing often takes a long time bc i'm just trying to imagine and then going back and watching certain scenes and discovering new things and trying to retain a voice and then only comes the writing.

also i wrote everything below the cut first but it's just me talking abt each of them individually and it's not writing advice. but it is the rationale for everythign above and i'm not deleting it so

cleo is so, so loyal. doesn't get enough credit for it, even though her dual loyalties got her killed in DL. it's not necessarily to one person, but she weighs her relationships against their contents, how the person she's loyal to treats her. she gets her revenge on big b for his betrayal and starts lying to bdubs only after he lies to her, changing everything. but she's also always down for shenanigans and is not the voice of reason at all times! 3L crastle is so special because they trade places constantly on who's causing problems and who's trying to protect the problem-solver by fixing it up a little bit. she's not afraid to be judgemental like when she straight-up calls the red king schtick in 3L pathetic or being mean when she helps scott steal away the goats in DL. she does, in fact, like a little rudeness.

bdubs' loyalty is ride-or-die me and them regardless of what came before, but prior partnerships make it sweeter. unlike cleo, bdubs constantly alludes to history with etho and absurdly insists he'd never kill etho in LL when he literally extrajudicially firing squad executed tango for the sole motive of killing etho as well in 3L, as cleo points out. long history gives him the freedom to know it's the terms of the current world and moment that matter most, because they'll freely choose a new iteration next time. (this is. central to the argument of do it again btw. this is it.) he is bombastic and says things he feels are true with complete sincerity even if they are absurd in the scope he makes you think in. he - and this is crucial - does NOT care about the consequences of his actions, if it ever occurs to him there might be some. he is playing this game to fuck around and find out.

etho is silently playing 4D chess or whatever at all times but also, i cannot emphasize this enough, he is NOT thinking about it. about what? all of it, he's so sad and stressed his life is so hard oh noghoho. he's fine drifting with whomever will let him hang around, he doesn't expect much of anything in return unless he's whining to remind someone else what he's done for them in an attempt to save his own hide like when he's trying to survive cleo picking on him after bdubs first goes red. he's never serious unless he's condescending (him explaining how bubble columns work and tango telling him off for it in one of the seasons LOL). but he loves a bit; he loves using what he knows to poke and prod and make fun with plausible deniability, which is why bdubs is such an easy target in 3L because he knows what buttons to press and even though it's strategically so stupid to sabotage the fragile near-alliance he has w the crastle he can NOT stop from making fun. as long as things aren't permanent, anything goes; but when push comes to shove, he can't shoot bdubs who's red in 3L and he gets bdubs a life to come back from red. he's even the only person to really fall for bdubs homewrecking bc bdubs is his FRIEND. and etho is not using his brain, he is so trusting of people who treat him kindly and give him bits to weave off of like cleo trusting him by transitive property.

[i-dont-want-your-hysteria]

Highlights of Mike's latest letter to me

For those who are new and don't know who Mike Rogers is *cracks knuckles*:

he was Phil's guitar tech/roadie through the making of Pyromania, through most of the making of Hysteria

He lived with the guys and was friends with them for years

he is basically the Forrest Gump of Def Leppard (as in he was there for all these huge events yet no one seems to know)

He also wrote a book called Fabulist Icons and you can search on my blog for all things Mike-related

he also has a Fabulsit Icons facebook page where he posts articles and never before seen photos and stories of DL

Mike and I have been pen pals for the past 2 years because I sent him a letter after reading his book (@ballistic-lipstick-dream-machine got tangled up in this too)

he's basically our rock and roll grandpa

Mike's also been in a few TV specials for Leppard on REELZ channel if you can find those anywhere

when I talked to Rick in April, we briefly talked about Mike, and Rick wanted me to get Mike's address to him because they'd been separated for decades and Rick never knew how to get a hold of him (necessary to understand some things in this post)

ANYWAY- obviously I'm not gonna post the whole thing bc that's between me and him, but I do want you guys to hear some of this bc I love him:

it's obvious his favorite song from DSH is Liquid Dust bc he quoted it in the first paragraph

also he wrote nearly 4 FULL PAGES

Mike writes in such a romantic and poetic way, like he said "your letter resting upon a William 1V wine table." *chefs kiss*

him talking about the Hershey show and saying "did you go to a Hershey bar for refreshments? Yes, I can be that silly."

him asking me if I will study photography and me having a crisis about it internally

Shakespeare quotes

he loved the story of Rick noticing me and Rachel in the crowd at Hershey

"I am quite sure Rick recognized you." I literally threw the letter and SCREAMED

"He and the rest of operation Def 'do' look into audiences at every show- if something strikes a note, it will be remembered."

he said he hasn't heard from Rick yet :( not surprised but a lil sad

Mike saying when he went to Dublin during covid to do the interviews for Reelz he "near had a mental breakdown" bc he felt unprofessional and so out of touch

"Your comments about our Def Leppard connections has touched me in a way, er, taken me by surprise. I was not expecting a surge of emotion such as I experienced through your letter." catch me crying ;O;

I keep forgetting Mike was a guitar tech for Pink Floyd's The Wall

him talking about how he used to live at his sister's house and would arrive "at all hours, sit in her kitchenette, have a joint and then bed down on the fleecy sitting room rugs."

him saying "I just plunged in headlong, loved Phil,"

him saying he would "meet the intimate families of the band when hopping back and forth in Sheffield during rehearsals"

him saying "Can I have a little break and make a cuppa tea?" and then putting a big paragraph break

him proceeding to talk about Jefferson Airplane and the Grateful Dead for the next 2 paragraphs

him saying he's never listened to Slang or anything else post-Hysteria apart from DSH

him thinking that Sav is "making a much greater contribution to what is going forth than many realize"

"his influence on much of the current material has added the spice that captain Clark used to deliver to a song"

"Sav's creativity is all over this material. Not just as a player, but as a writer"

"The last time Sav and I exchanged emails was when he gave the green light, so to speak, on my 'Icons' project. He quipped on one occasion, 'I would write more but I am trying to find an augmented fifth for a song in the works'. Not your usual heavy rock musician banter."

(insert mini critique of DSH being awesome here)

(insert Mike being contacted by what became of his old record label to see if he was still alive here)

Mike wanting to send me this interview with his old label

"What must you think of me? You started this, Ma'am, with your letter and all this 'stuff' came barreling along, unstoppable."

"I loved your letter and I attach evidence that 'I' kept your last Christmas card on top of my copier" (on the back of the last sheet there is a photocopy of my Snowman Joe christmas card design that I sent him last year)

"I hope this epistle lightens your day Rachel" yes yes it did ;-; <3

Mike saying he was contacted by the editor of Definitely because he has the only known image of Rick and Jeff Rich (Status Quo drummer who was Rick's support drummer for his first live shows after his accident) at the Limerick Savoy in 1986 during the 'Live Rehearsal dates'

him saying I write really well and have "good words in good style" and "I like it a lot!"

"very best wishes, as ever, Mike"

[bunycube]

Hello!! i just saw your answers :') sorry it took some time!

aaaa i keep hearing lots of good stuff about Lamento but I'd have to find somewhere to download it tho I'm bad at installing games like that ,_, i did it for re:connect and it was a pain and took forever to figure out lol

i haven't played slow damage either! but i heard about the english release which is nice 👀

i only played TnC, sweet pool and dmmd .. it's funny because i never heard of any of those games before the beginning of this year :') i also prefer Sweet pool to TnC , just the whole general vibe i don't really know how to explain why tho x)

while i do love Tetsuo, Youji is alright too but for unknow reasons Zenya has stolen my heart :"))) and it's funny because i was expecting Makoto to be maybe the only "sweet" ending or something LOL it ended up being the most unhinged lmao i would have liked more than 1 ending option with Zenya and Makoto too ~

as for TnC Nano is my absolute favorite! i was also suprised with Motomi when i did his route i really fell in love with it too

currently listening to the sweet pool OST on repeat :')

rambled a lil so putting my answer under the cut!

OH HI HI HIIIII dony even worry abt it! man lamento is a pain to download i could only figure it out after looking at a youtube tutorial u have to dl all this extra stuff for it too its 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 but it was worth it for me!!! such a beautiful game, tho its so long.

WERE STILL WAITING FOR THAT ENGLISH TRANSLATION LMAOOOOO IM DYING OVERNEHRE I CANT DO THIS ANYMROE I WANNA PLAY OT SO BAD!!!;÷^#^@^$^#&

hehe i only got to know abt the other chiral games late in last year...b4 that i only knew dmmd 😭 tho im glad i found out its been keepint me going since then nsbfdbsb

oh same same same i cant rly explain what i love so much abt sweet pools overall setting and atmosphere its so quiet and kinda peaceful but also a lil ominous? it always feels like smth bad is goinf to happen, which it does. i guess...but yeah theres always that feeling of "something is happening" in the air even in ordinary scenes, and it feels kinda nostalgic..the setting..idk. i love the lgihting and stuff in it too and the muted colours hmm yes.

ill be honest i didnt like tetsuo for a rlyyy long time. i still feel he has a bit of a cardboard box personality but he has his moments, and i dont hate him or anything..youji is very close 2 me tho im very fond of him.hes liek a friend to me, idk why tho..and same!!!! zenya is ky fav char i liked him from his first appearance!!&$^@ he seemed like such an entertaining n interesting personality?#,%,# and thd mroe i got to know abt him the more itneresting hsi char got..

ik zenya has done many bad things and it disgusted me also, but overall i still thought he was pretty well written n hes definitelyyy my favourite chsr hes jsut so interestimg i could write a whole analysis on him i think..i should..tho i never want zenya n youji to interact they should be kept entire cities apart imo in fact zenya himself should jsut move away farrr away drom his dad and all thid bs i think.

plsss there r no sweet endings in sweet pool 😭😭😭😭 tho just for my own happiness i like to imagien a universe where youji n makoto actually get to rebuild their relationship post hospital scene, anf they all hang out like they had planned...CRIES....

hmm abt tnc id say rin is my fav i loveeee his personality his design (NOT HIS POST TIME SKIP DESIGN THAT OUTFIT IS UGLYYYY) !! i liked nano in routes that werent his, but his route left such a bad taste in my mouth i cant bring myself to enjoy him anymore 😢 he still looks very comfy cozy tho, which i appreciate! i knew id love motomi from the start bc hes a dilf character (which is My Type) and i heard hes really kind n sweet so i lovedddd him! i love akira also <3 and i unfortunstely kinda like gunji too im sorry im SORRYYYY HES TERRIBLE HE WAS JEUT RLY ENTERTAINING tho his ending was obv painful to sit through. im sorry !!!&#^$ and i lvoe akiractoo so much more than i expected? hes a good kid <33

IM RAMBLING TOO MUCH ILL SHUTCUP NOW SBFBSB TY FORNTHE ASKKK

[sugarglider-s]

I don't know ace attorney, so what's DL-6? How did he think he killed his own dad? If he had wouldn't he have known?

Oh fuck

Well buckle your seatbelt anon because I’ve got a lot to explain

(Also in my au Logan is Miles Edgeworth, so every time I say something abt him, that applies to Lo in the au)

Ok, so, Miles Edgeworth’s Dad, Gregory Edgeworth, managed to get Manfred Von Karma (a prosecutor with a perfect win record for over 40 years) a penalty for having forged evidence in a trail

MVK still won the trail, but he was absolutely fucking LIVID that he got a penalty (keep that in mind for later)

Fast forward, Miles and Greg step into an elevator with a bailiff named Yanni Yogi, suddenly, an earthquake happens, the elevator drops, loses power, and is like that for 5 hours.

Towards the end of the 5 hours, the oxygen is REALLY low, and Yogi starts to lose it, and fight with Greg. There’s a gun next to Miles, he throws it to get them to stop fighting (he’s like 9 years old at this point btw) and, according to Miles’ memory/nightmare, a gunshot was heard, a scream rang out, and his vision went dark.

Miles had that nightmare every night for 15 years, and his next real memory besides the elevator were him waking up in the hospital and being told his father died from a gunshot in the elevator. and when a retrial was scheduled, he convinced himself he was the one who killed his dad, by throwing the gun and it accidentally shooting him. Previously the suspect was Yanni Yogi, but he got a Not Guilty through an insanity plea.

HOWEVER, the REAL person who killed his dad was none other than Manfred Von Karma

How you ask?

Well, firstly, after Miles threw the gun, it actually shot THROUGH the elevator window, and shot MVK in the shoulder, the scream Miles talks abt was actually MVK’s

Next, Miles, Greg, and Yogi pass out from oxygen deprivation.

Somehow (I can’t rlly remember how, it’s been a while) the elevator door opens, and MVK uses the gun on the ground to shoot Greg, killing him instantly

After Greg dies, MVK takes Miles in and raises him (really fucked up, right? The guy who murdered your dad raising you? DAMN) and Miles always wanted to be a defense attorney in his youth (bc his dad was one) but he became a prosecutor as a way to punish himself, and, out of resentment for the defense attorney who got Yogi a not guilty, he started his career as a prosecutor getting all guilties, not really caring abt whether or not the person was actually guilty (tho later Miles realizes that’s fucking stupid and he actually searches for the truth in trials)

[multiocblog]

Greetings~! Welcome to my blog!

Just a little introduction, and some rules along with it~! ^^

Hello~! My name is Brianna but you may call me Bree~ I like to write stories, and create my own characters and such- It's what makes me happy~! And I love when I get to act like my OCs and interact with people! So, I created this blog~! (Sorry this post is quite long so be ready to read-)

To start out this blog, I have 7 OCs I will be making introductions for, so you can find out some about them, and interact with asks!

I have 2 OCs from Black Butler, 3 OCs from Diabolik Lovers, and 2 OCs from My Hero Academia! (I have many many more OCs soon to be added to this blog once I get consistent and completely settled in!)

Theres a brief intro to each at the bottom of the page!

((I write better than what I did there I swear-))

In the meantime, here are the

Rules:

No NSFW asks PLEASE! They make me very uncomfortable, and any asks I think might be dirty in any way, I will not answer.

Please make sure you put the OCs name in parenthesis or brackets so I am aware of which OC you are talking too! Ex." [To Arabella] I love your outfit! "

Please be kind! I will not accept hate comments or anything of the sort towards a subject, opinion, or an OC!

PLEASE "tag" or label accordingly to anything, slightly, definitely, or mildly triggering, even if you're not sure! I just want to make sure that everyone can scroll through my blog without having to be weary! Ex. [TW death]

Please do not flood the askbox or get mad that I don't answer right away! I can't always be online for I have a life to live outside of social media. This is purely for fun! ^^

Please no asks about r*ape, inc*st, pe*dophilia, or anything of the sort! Talk of those subjects will not be tolerated on this blog!

I am the admin to this account, therefore, I am allowed to reject or ignore ANY ask if need be.

((Rules will be updated, should the need arise.))

Bye for now~!

((OC info under read more!!))

Kyoko Komori (DL) ((OC based off the anime. Though I've heard plenty about the games, I have not yet played them, so if I get some things wrong I apologize in advance.))With Kyoko everything is the same. Yui has Cordelias heart and such and was supposed to be sent to the brothers. However, in this universe, Yui has an older sister, one year apart, whom has also been adopted, except she knows it. When she overhears something about her younger sister, her only sister, being sent away to vampires, she decides to take her place. To protect her.

Alyssa Freeman (MHA) ((I have not watched the entirety of MHA yet, and really I don't plan too anytime soon. So if I get anything wrong please correct me, and spoilers to the anime for me are welcomed. Let's just act like I've seen it all-)) Alyssa hates villains. And heros for that matter. All of them. When her apartment was destroyed from a casualty in a battle, Alyassa labeled heros as reckless and careless of the people around them. Herself and her little brother where heading back to the apartment, when she saw it crumbling down. Her parents and grandparents still inside, along with her best friend who was going to surprise Alyssa with a visit. Now she lives on the streets, doing whatever she can to provide for herself and her little brother.

Ongaku Yamada Aizawa (MHA) ((Again, haven't seen it, let's just pretend I have. Also this OC is in result of a ship. I don't really ship it, but I thought both their powers together would be cool so I thought, why not?)) When Ongaku was young, she was always bullied in 1st and 2nd grade for having two dads. One time, she got in trouble for heavily injuring a student with her voice quirk. You can insult her all you want, but not her dads. So, in 3rd grade, she kept a lie she created, that she only has one dad, Erasure Head Shota Aizawa, and that her mother died when she was born. Turns out the lie worked pretty well, people loved her and she was seen as an icon for having a prohero as a father. Shes was usually a quiet person, kept to herself, no friends, only spoke when spoken too. It was just her, her drawings and her music in her headphones. To this day, she keeps the lie, and keeps her distance, even at her new school, in U.A. (She also develops a major crush on Tenya Iida while there.👀)

Lilly and Lila Sakamaki (DL) ((Just thought I'd make one description for both bc they're twin sisters. This is also result of a ship. Ayato x Yui.)) Lilly and Lila are polar opposites despite their similar looks. Lila loves the cutesy, pink, flower stuff, and Lilly is all "tough" and "all that" (When shes really insecure-) Lilly is extremely protective over her sister, and possive too. She doesn't let any man even glance in her general direction. Basically if a man wants to ask Lila out, hes gonna have to go through some interrogation. Lila loves her sister deeply, and is basically like her sisters personal therapist. Lilly will only vent and show emotion around Lila. Lila tries to get her sister Lilly into pink, but with no prevail. Typically, you'll find Lilly hanging out with "Uncle Reiji", for she has a secret interest in his experiments and such. She'll also cuddle with Uncle Shu whenever she has time. And Lila loves hanging out with Uncle Kanato and Uncle Laito. She'll have tea partys with Kanato all the time. Lilly always tries to get Lila away from Laito. She says he's "demented" and "weird". But, Lila doesn't listen and hangs out with him anyway. Laito and Kanatos typical nickname for Lila is, Lilac or Little Flower. Both twins are vampires. Yui always teaches them about God and how to be selfless and kind, while Ayato plays sports with Lilly and cute video games (like Animal Crossing) with Lila.

Arabella Phantomhive (BB) ((This OC is placed in the future, and based off a ship, Ciel X Lizzy. Please be aware that, even though my OC speaks multiple languages, I do NOT. So, as bad as it sounds, I'll probably use Google Translate if I must use another language-😅 ) When Ciel and Lizzy are older and married, they have a little girl. Half human. Half demon. Arabella was taught how to be a lady, ballet, and sword fighting by her mother. And she was taught chess, ballroom dancing and more sword fighting by her father. Instead of going to a school, little Ara was homeschooled, by Sebastian, the Phantomhive Butler. He taught her multiple languages, such as Russian, Chinese, Japanese, Spanish, and her personal favorite, French. Time skip to the age of 10, she saw her mother murdered before her, and her father taken by some strange light beings. Having been raised by Sebastian since then, now she's 17, running the Funtom company, and determined to avenge her mother and find her father. :)

Robert Trancy (BB) ((This OC correlates with the Arabella OC, and is in the same storyline.)) Robert J. Trancy was his sweet Arabellas betrothed since birth. Even though it is set to be an arranged marriage, Robert always had a crush on his Arabella, and was awaiting the day to marry his beloved. Robert is a sensitive and kind boy, but sarcastic and joking all the same having been raised by Alois Trancy. He has no idea of whom his mother is, and was always told she died when he was born. At the age of 6, it was at a party when he saw his father dead on the floor of the long corridor. He didn't exactly see his fathers death, but he heard it, and knew exactly who did it. Ciel Phantomhive. He was determined to make his revenge. Having made a contract with Claude, his fathers old butler, he now lives alone in the manor, sending all the old servants away, except Claude. He makes frequent visits to his sweet Blue Rose however. He's a very insecure boy, full of anger, bitterness, jealousy, and sadness, but hides it well behind humor and love for his bride-to-be.

That was very long- and for that I apologize-

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gacha game anon - you have my full encouragement on going back to fgo! for some of the faults with it, the writing in Camelot (chapter 6) and onwards is amazing, and from what I know it just keeps getting better from then on. im on anastasia at the moment and it hasn't dipped in quality for me so far! it's a bit of a slog until it gets good but when it gets good it gets REALLY good. and good luck on your protoarthur rolls! i don't remember when he's on gacha but if you've got $15 to spare the guaranteed SSR is going on right now and im 80% sure he's on one of the banners that's up right now.

i haven't played granblue yet but with that endorsement i want to check it out! im always on the lookout for new gacha games, I started nikke myself recently but nothing else has much caught my eye. i completely agree though localization being trash is the number one reason I usually quit on games I think I otherwise would have loved. but I've generally heard great things about granblue and would love to try it out. if you like I will keep you updated on that!

and totally take your time on mahoyaku, when you get to it I recommend watching a video of the game, or playing it alongside if you can get your hands on it as it's jp only at the moment. i went in with no visuals and it took me a lot longer to put names to faces and stop getting everyone confused with each other haha.

enstars is a very good game but the lack of access to translations and the subpar level of quality for the English version has been really hurting it. the rhythm aspect is fun, actually, but my heart will always be with enstars basic. which has no rhythm elements, but mirrors the original idea for the game, which was an idol game where people who can't play rhythm games could still participate. unfortunately they didn't even try to give that version an english release, probably because they would have to translate a good five years worth of event stories from the previous game that are hosted on that version. which is really unfortunate because id love to read the official translations for those. and thank you for that image lol im definitely going to be saving that for future use!

I didn't mind the first few arcs in FGO, but I've read a lot of manga in my time including a lot of bad shounen and romcoms so my pain tolerance is pretty high. My brain is just like oh man time to read more fgo *burns all my AP on farming mats* . I will probably make a liveblog tag at some pt though I probably need a theme so I can just put a page up with different threads im running through since I use my pinned for my videos rn

Granblue is honestly very dear to my heart but the like "end game" cycle is very unappealing bc its super grindy - that said the story stuff [the main attraction imo] is not power-gated so you're not forced to engage with the worst aspects of the game (i.e. multiplayer/ranking called "unite and fight" or guild wars, kind of similar to how idol game card farming works). The event stories & main story are for everyone, so that's fun :' ). Also they do fun character themes, which I love - I think most people got hooked once they did What Makes The Sky Blue Parts 1-3 (it's like an epic about fighting for the fate of the world but in a more direct sense than most of the early conflicts in the story) which you can do in the event archive nowadays once you pass a certain chapter I believe. The art style might seem somewhat familiar bc the art director used to work for Square Enix

Granblue is kind of funny because just, one day they decided "yeah we will support eng" but the login stuff & lack of a localised app. It's just a web-game so they never released it in other regions, it just has full english language support - thankfully it's just like a g-mail signup process not as annoying as like doing lottery for an account like kancolle was

Mahoyaku I'll have to just login to my jp itunes acc dl it and play along or st so I know what people look like

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Me: can I ask you something?

Him: sure

Me: You for sure will 100% say no but I need a date to a reception on the 3rd of next month...and I just thought id ask you before I ask someone else. No pressure, just wanted to ask you first

Him: okay, so 🥺 1) idk if I have to work that day or not... 2) if i don't work that day I have to go to a family reunion which will be hell for me im sure

Me: okie dokie 👍

Him: sorry

Me: Nah its cool, I didn't really expect you to say yes 😂 doesn't seem like your thing.

Him: honestly its not, mainly bc I know it would be a bunch of strangers and then you..

Me: yeah i get it.. lol

Him: 😘

Me: It won't like...bother you if I take someone else tho right? Bc I might, which is why I asked.

Him: not at all

Me: okay 👌

Him: Just dont go fucking whoever you take lol jk jk

Me: I won't lololol

Him: I don't care if you do, but thanks lol

Me: LOL you're so charming 😭😂

Him: or just take a girl and fuck her all you want

Me: thats a double standard for sure

Him: I know im sorry lol

Me: turd

Him: But seriously if you wanted too you could, i dont care.. im not gonna control you... in that way 😈😈

Me: I most likely won't, ill just take a friend, but good to know you don't care, I guess? Honestly not sure how I feel about it but 🤷‍♀️

Him: We arent exclusive really, so i dont wanna tell you couldnt do it if you wanted.. i know it sounds weird

Me: Yeah I know what you mean, I think? ...just kinda.. weird. I can never tell if you actually like me, like even just to talk too.. and you never really want to spend time with me, which makes me feel stupid somehow. But I also want to fuck you really bad so...🤷‍♀️

Him: I get it, its my fault in a way.. im just not a super social person even when I like the person, the living at home and always getting questioned shit ruins a lot of my drive to do much of anything...

Me: I get it, just kinda...idk...idk how to explain it. Like, sometimes I want attention from you and you don't seem to want to give it? And I know im worth it...so it just kinda bums me out sometimes. But I understand not wanting to be questioned and stuff bc I hate that too...I just..idk?

Me: Sorry, I didn't mean to bring up a whole thing.

Him: It's fine

Me: Okay, see...this is not the case where "its fine" covers as an answer to all that I just said....😂

Him: Sorry, i wasnt meaning that for the whole paragraph.. just the last part

Me: 😂😂 okay....

Him: I 100% understand where your coming from and I wish I was better about that stuff

Me: Its fine, just kinda want to hang out sometime...but I know you don't really want too. And...not to toot my own horn or nothing... but im a cutie....and it doesn't seem like you think so half the time. You gotta give me a compliment every once in a while or something. Or like...actually want to talk to me besides when you want to naked...

Him: understood

Me: 👍👍Im sorry to come at you with all of my ~feels. I was just finally feeling brave enough to voice them to you.

Him: You need to speak on this stuff, its not a problem.. i guess im just not as committed to whatever this is or maybe it is my introvert self idk at this point

Me: I don't like speaking about it bc im always afraid it'll be awkward. Its not even that you have to commit or whatever. I still don't know what I want either, but...I just need some reassurance that you actually like talking to me or want to be around me at all. I require some attention at the least. Heck, sometimes I second guess whether you even think im cute bc you never tell me unless its trying to be spicy. Like, I look cute at work sometimes, you could give me a compliment when no one is around 😂

Him: Okay you do have a point on the compliment thing, i guess im keeping it down-low even when no one is around lol

Me: Yeah..I understand keeping it on the dl, I hate everyone at work gossiping about every little thing. But sometimes we're alone and you still ignore my presence and that hurts a little 😅

Him: Understandable, I will try and work on that...I promise...

Me: 👍👍

Him: *sends a video of a super comfy chair that rests your back while you read.

Me: I would totally buy that

Him: for reading right?

Me: of course 😊😉

Him: 😈😈

Me: 😘

Him: 😘

Me: you're so fucking hot, not fair

Him: oh come on 😊, you know you're the sexy one in this convo

Me: nope, not at all 😉

Him: stop lying 🔥🔥

Him: omg ☺🥰

Me: never 😘☺